Bio. Leslee Toon

I am approaching a crossroads of sorts at the age of 39. My high school sweetheart, Ron and I have been married since I was 18 and one week old. We have lived in Hawaii and Texas. In a little mission church in Kahaluu, HI we started going to a Baptist Church. I had grown up as a Christian. My mom was a devout Christian that studied the Bible and raised her children in a Christian home despite my dad not being a Christian. I learned alot about a difference between the view of the world from a believers perspective and a non believers perspective on almost everything through my parents.

I accepted Jesus as my savior when I was 8 and loved my church family. My Mom was so dilligent to bring us to church even though it was not what my dad wanted and made things harder for her, she sacrificed because she thought church training was so important.

At the age of 13 I was diagnosed with a form of Scoliosis that required that I wear a back brace until 16, or whenever I had stopped growing. Anyone seen 16 Candles-80′s movie where the girl that was wearing a back brace was trying to get a drink out of the water fountain at high school? That was me for 2 years. I will just say it was life changing. I did my best to keep a good attitude but my relationship with Christ is what keep me from feeling totally alone. Kids can be mean and I look kinda funny! God provided a few good friends and He reassured me daily to trust in Him and He would pull me through this.

Sure enough, I had been out of the back brace for about a year and I met a cute guy, which has been my husband for 21 years. That really wasn’t my plan but God also directed and guided us through being married at 18 and 19 years old. I am so thankful for the Godly man I am married to.

We had Katie when I was 20 and Riley at the age of 24. Another life changing event was a lovely woman that was our pastor’s wife in Hawaii took time to mentor me and send me down a path of being a submissive wife and mother that trained up her children in Christ. For that I am truely thankful for as well. I enjoyed being a stay -at- home mom until now and I have been called to Southwestern to go back to college after 20 years.

We live in Granbury in a farm house that is 100 years old. We love it, at least most of the time, it can be a little drafty. :-) It keeps us constantly reminded of when life was simpler and harder all at the same time. It keeps us striving to not be too indulgent of the what the world has to offer and reminding us that the hard work God allows for us is good.
Our daughter is at Texas Tech working on her masters in Occupational Therapy. Riley is in the highschool band and plays JV Baseball so we have a tight schedule. Which leaves me at the crossroads, I will be 42 and no kids at home.
We serve at our church as 3&4th grade Sunday School leaders and Youth Workers. As well as my husband leads the men’s ministry. We both feel strongly lead to encourage young families to focus on what God has for them insted of what the world is offering there families. I have no idea what God will do with the training I am receiving so I am just walking down the path He has for me trying to trust and look for the straight path and trying to enjoy the bumps too.

"Jihad Panthers" a book report on Christian Jihad

You can find rivalry in many ways. Sometimes it is brought on by one’s particular choice in a professional team, there can be yearly rivalry or there can be a rivalry that has been passed from generation to generation because of an event that took place in history. You find this long term rivalry usually between high school sports teams. Most of us don’t choose where we attend high school; it’s based upon where we live. However while embracing and attaching our names to a school we usually inherit a sportsman like hatred towards one opposing team that has been passed on for generations. So many years have passed that most students have no idea why the abhorrence for that particular team over the others is there.

In the book “Christian Jihad” by Ergun and Emir Caner, they take you through what can be described as some of Christian’s darkest periods. The book brings the reader a sense of shame if they are Christian, until they realize that the people committing these horrific acts truly didn’t deserve to hold to the name Christian. Everyone someway or another has heard the ruthless things done throughout the Christian Crusades, however most of us have never done the research to know exactly what took place. The Caners use history to bring out and turn Christians little dark secrets in their closet, to a well lighten understanding of truth behind exactly who and why they did what they did. The book goes on to discuss several things about the church and pacifism, the church working it’s way into the military, church and state together and it’s troubles, 1st 2nd and 3rd crusades, church persecution within and from without of the church, and the war between Christendom and Islam.

Learning exactly the events that took place during the 1st crusade or should I say “Christian Jihad” against the Muslims, I have a better understanding of the imbedded hatred that Muslims have towards Christians. The reasoning behind the crusades was not only to recapture Jerusalem and come to the aid of suffering believers, but it was said by church leaders that they would receive the remission of their sins. During the battle for Jerusalem in 1099 the Christian crusaders showed no mercy to their Muslim foes. “Some of our men…cut off the heads of their enemies; others shot them with arrows, so that they fell from towers; others tortured them longer by casting them into flames…At nightfall, the Crusaders’ hands were still bloody when they folded them in prayer and knelt at the Church of Holy Sepulchre, sobbing for excess joy.” (Brehier, Histoire anonyme de la premiere croisade, pg 241) Our early church fathers didn’t look at their Muslim foes as lost souls that needed saving but rather as a pagan sect that deserved to be slaughtered.

“Christian Jihad” is a book that will make you question your own personal beliefs on war. Many a time people follow ones direction on an issue based on affiliation, instead of seeking truths. The truth of the matter is that even though “Christians” declared that “God wills it”, most Christians today would disagree with the decisions made during the crusades. Only time and true Christianity will heal the Muslim’s defense against Christians for I believe that it isn’t a hatred that is aware of the past misfortunes bestowed upon their families, but like a high school rival hatred that has been pasted down from generation to generation because of an event long forgotten. My fear as American Christians is that today we can look back to 9/11 and see a Muslim terrorist group who we hate, and let history repeat itself. That if we allow hatred to embed our generation from one act, then many generations from now they too will look at Muslims with hate instead of someone who needs a Savior.

Irenaeus & Apostolic Succession

In class on Friday we talked about Irenaeus claims regarding authority and apostolic succession. Here is the introduction to an article I found this morning, along with a link through to the rest of it.

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Taught by the Apostles
What is the truth about jesus? ask those who knew his earliest followers, said Irenaeus.
by Fr. John Behr

“The Church,” wrote Irenaeus, “having received this preaching and this faith, although scattered throughout the whole world, yet, as if occupying but one house, carefully preserves it. She also believed these points [of doctrine] just as if she had but one soul, and one and the same heart, and she proclaims them, and teaches them, and hands them down, with perfect harmony, as if she possessed one mouth.”

From the beginning, Christians have been urged to hold on to “the faith delivered once for all to the saints” (Jude 3). Yet also from the beginning, some people had begun to misunderstand or misinterpret that faith. After the eyewitnesses and apostles passed away, believers could no longer go for answers to those who had laid the foundations of the church. In every great city, different teachers and leaders claimed to represent true Christianity, each asserting that they maintained the true faith, each appealing to a body of apostolic writings.

To support their doctrines, some Gnostics were claiming a succession of teachers going back to an apostle. In the face of such authoritative-sounding claims, how could Christians know that what the Gnostics taught was wrong and what their own pastor taught was right? Whom could they trust?

Despite these contending claims, even the pagan doctor Galen (129-216?) recognized that there was such a thing as “the Great Church,” which was clearly distinct from the multitude of sects. Irenaeus of Lyons was the first Christian leader to write a confident statement of the faith of “the Great Church” and explain why it could be trusted. He considered three things to be inextricably linked: Scripture (both the Old Testament and the apostolic writings), the tradition of the apostles’ teaching (the Rule of Faith), and the leadership of the church.

Passing on the true faith
Today we tend to think of apostolic succession in terms of the laying on of hands: The church confers an office on a consecrated bishop, who can thereby trace his authority back to the apostles. Roman Catholic, Eastern Orthodox, and Anglican churches each claim their own unbroken line of ordained leaders. Most Protestants deny the importance of a continuous succession of bishops altogether.

But in the second century, apostolic succession meant something more simple. Two main concerns were at stake: What is the true faith? And how has it been passed on from the apostles to us? (Click here to read more…)

Bio: Justin D. Howe

I love my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. I cannot think of anything better to say than that, but if you want to know more about me, read on. I grew up in New York, Virginia, and Wyoming. I have lived in Oklahoma and Georgia as well. As a young child, I invited Jesus to be my Lord, and I received a call to ministry when I was fifteen. Currently, my family & I are living in the Watauga/Mid-Cities area where I serve as the Children’s Minister at Woodland Heights Baptist Church (since October 7, 2007). I am currently in pursuit of a degree at Southwestern Baptist Theological Seminary (obviously- technically I’m a junior in the college, and I intend to pursue at least an M.Div.). I served in ministry for six years prior to moving to Fort Worth. Four of those years, I worked as a youth pastor and associate pastor at Hope Baptist Church (a mission in Afton, WY). Following that experience, I moved to Tulsa to begin completion of my formal education. I volunteered in many ways and served as the Outreach Director and Pastoral Intern at Woodland Acres Baptist Church. After completing an Associates Degree at Tulsa Community College (TCC), I transferred to SWBTS. I married on August 11th, 2001 my lovely wife, Dorothy, and we have one daughter, Alyssa (4), and one on the way (sometime in June)! I have a passion for the Lord and people. I long for people to know Jesus as their Lord and to grow in their relationship with Him. Working with kids is a wonderful opportunity for me to play with those on my own level, teach them at an early age about that relationship with Jesus, and it provides a doorway to encouraging parents as well.

Favorites:
College Team: VA Tech
NFL: Buffalo Bills, Cowboys bringing up a close second place.
MLB: Atlanta Braves (my Dad was a chaplain for the AAA-Richmond Braves)
NBA: Phoenix Suns
NHL: don’t watch often enough
Foods: Pizza, bacon cheeseburgers, Mexican, Italian, and much, much more.
Bible Verse: Philippians 3:14
Author: Ted Dekker, Frank Peretti (for fictional)
Movies: I-Robot, Star Wars, any Veggie Tales, and Jimmy Neutron
Song: I can only imagine, It is well with my soul, Friends, When God Ran, and more
TV Shows: House, Monk, Psych-(not what it sounds like)
Hobbies: love softball and snowmobiling (though I don’t get to snowmobile very much now.)

Bio: Van M. Komatsu


My name is Van Michael Komatsu (For those confused, I am half Japanese/half white).  You can call me Van Michael (as my family does), or just Van.  I’ll try to be as brief as possible so as not to bore you =] If you’d like to know more about me you can visit my myspace or facebook.


Origins: I was born and raised in Hawaii and have lived there my entire life.  My home islands are Lana’i (where I was born) and Maui (where my family now lives).  God is teaching me about gratitude because I never did appreciate the beauty of my home state and the perfection of its weather until moving here to Fort Worth two weeks ago =) I’m not used to this place and am still experiencing tremors of culture shock, so if I say or do anything this is offensive or you think is plain weird just let me know (please). haha
Family:  My father’s pastor and my mother’s a stay-at-home mom (all cliches and overestimations aside, this is the hardest job in the world).  I am part of a large, crazy, and very loud family of 7 children.  I have two sisters(one older, one younger) and am the oldest of five boys.  I’d say the backbone of our family is my mom.  She embodies Proverbs 31:30 and has set an example for me so that I can one day say with a family of my own (by God’s grace) that “as for me and my house, we will serve the Lord!”  I love my family tremendously although they can be super crazy at times (all the time actually).
Passions:
I have a passion for athletics.  I love to work out and play sports.  I particularly love to play basketball.  I also like playing tennis, football, volleyball, raquetball, lifting weights, and underwater basket weaving. 
I have a passion for hip-hop. More specifically, I have a passion for christian hip-hop.  And when I say christian hip-hop, I mean more than “Toby Mac & Grits.” =)  I feel God can use and is using this resource as a platform to share the gospel and edify and challenge the church in many, many ways. Just a few of my favorite christian emcees (rappers) are Lecrae, shai linne, Trip Lee, and Flame(shout-outs to Q-dog!).  I am also part of a hip-hop group based out in the islands called Born Again (you can check out our myspace music page here and my personal music page here if you feel so led =] ).  
Finally, I have a passion for Jesus (duhh). I have a passion to see people come to Christ and to see those who know Christ make Him the ultimate desire and object of their existence.  I have a passion for radical discipleship.  I realize that I’m still immature, shallow, and prideful.  So I also have an enormous desire to grow and have a mature, godly man disciple me.

I’m looking forward to learning many things and to meeting all of you and building strong, lasting friendships.  Let’s all make our biography shine so that God can be glorified and we can be humbled.  When it’s all said and done, I pray that I (and all of us) can repeat the words of Whitfield by saying, “Let me die and let my name die with me.”  We live for His name and His glory – not ours. Aloha ke akua.

To the Golden Shore


LET ME START OFF EXPLAINING WHY i HAVE CHOSEN THIS TITLE:

How many times I bursted into tears. A week ago it seemed little too detail and so far to the Golden Shore but this morning as I finally reached to the last chapter of this great book I just wished there were more pages as if I could delay the death of Adoniram and hear more great stories of him. O Father, I feel so shameful and guilty for the emotions exclaimed through my mouth many times this year; loneliness. And now I know that this book is so expedient for my pilgrimage of Christian walk.

+ When Nancy, his first wife, died he wrote his mother and sister:
“I still live alone, and board with some one of the families that compose the mission. After the Wades left, I boarded with the Bettets. After Bettets left for Rangoon, I boarded with the Cutters. After the Cutters left…I have no family or living creature about me that I can call my own, except one dog, Fidelia,…but she is now growing old, and will die before long; and I am sure I shall shed more than one tear when poor Fidee goes.
(about loneliness, page 411)

++ When Sarah, his wife, was dying, Adoniram convers with her:
“My love, I wish to ask pardon for every unkind word or deed of which I have ever been guilty. I feel that I have, in many instances, failed of treating you with that kindness and affection which you ever deserved.”
“Oh,” she said, “you will kill me if you talk so…I…should ask pardon of you…I only want to get well that I may have an opportunity of making some return for all your kindness, and of showing you how much I love you.”
“Do you still love the Saviour?”

“O, yes, I ever loved the Lord Jesus Christ.”

“Do you still love me?”

“Of course.”
“Then give me one more kiss.”
then she died.
(about love, page 439)

+++ Adoniram sent emily a letter to comfort her in criticism:
“There is nothing that ought to disturb one of pure and high purpose. Before God we are indeed full of sin; but we may still feel that the path we are treading is one which the common people have neither capacity to investigate, nor right to judge.”
(hope to encourage any great Christian, dedication to Dr.Patterson, page 459)

AND THAT’S WHY…I AM UNALTERABLY CONVINCED THAT WE ALL NEED THIS SPIRIT; passion, dedication, love, sacrifice, courage, etc IN OUR CHRISTIAN WALK.

Go to the “Golden Shore” now

Q’s Bio

My name is Quincy Alexander Jones (my friends call me “Q”). I was born (many, many moons ago) in Washington, D.C. and raised in Silver Spring, MD by my mother and grandfather. Since I’m from D.C., I’m a die-hard Redskins (sorry Cowboys), Wizards, Georgetown Hoya and MD Terps fan. (I love my home teams…except hockey!)

I am married to an amazing and beautiful Proverbs 31 woman – Rhonda and we have 5 cute and crazy kids (Raquel-16, Rhema-11, Q.J.-9, Quinton-8, and Raven-5)! (And oh yeah – Nisa – y’all know Nisa – she’s my fam too!) My wife and I met in 1994 and have been married since Dec. 1995. We both lived in the D.C. area all our lives.

We moved to Ft. Worth from Laurel, MD in July of 2007 for me to complete my theological training at Southwestern. As you know, I am a student at the College at Southwestern; my concentration is History of Ideas. I transferred from Washington Bible College in Lanham, MD. Lord willing, I will continue at Southwestern to complete my master’s degree.

I believe the Lord has called me to serve as a pastor as well as a teacher in some capacity at the college or seminary level. (So, I hope to pursue a Ph.D after seminary as well.) My passion is to see God’s people grounded in the truths of the faith and thinking according to Scripture in all of life so that in all things God would be glorified in us through Jesus. I also aspire to write, so I have a blog (which is my practice ground) where I write on practical theological issues (all my other interests can be found on “About me”).

I have been a Christian for almost 14 years now and became a believer when I was 21. (If anyone is ever interested in hearing my testimony – I’ll be happy to share.) Not long after becoming a believer, I sensed God calling me to preach the Word. Over time God has confirmed through His people that He has gifted me for this purpose. I have served in various ministries in various ways. I have served in Young Life, as full time Youth Director at Wallace Presbyterian Church (98-01), and as a lay leader at Hope Bible Church. And since 98, I have been a part of the Christian (Reformed) hip-hop ministry: ChristCentric (my handle is Q-D.O.G. – Quincy, Disciple of God’sSon).

That’s me in a nutshell. In closing, just would like to say that our time at Southwestern so far has been a real encouragement blessing. It’s been great getting to know many of you and I look forward to continuing to learn and grow with you all.

Jude 2-3,

Q

History Within Our Names

Does our name really tell about who we are? In my case I would have to agree 100% percent. My legal name is Josh Mensinger, but if you knew me growing up my name was actually Josh Ahmed. In fact my High School diploma says so. The name itself almost seems contridictory to itself but then, it really does fit me now better than Josh Mensinger. You see my mother married my step-father Mahmoud Ahmed when I was two years old, from that point on I was Josh Ahmed. I didn’t know he was my step-father growing up, in fact to this day it’s an insult for myself to use that term because he is my father. I grew up in a multi religious home where my father was Muslim and my mother was Christian. As do most boys I desired the love and effection of my father. Seeking out that acceptance that I believe we were created to yearn for, I decided I was going to become Muslim around the age of 13, that’s when I began to learn from my father to pray and fast and what it meant to worship Allah in the Mosque. My father even taught me about Jesus and the great prophet that he was and the wonderful things that Allah sent him to do to prepare the way for Mohammed. Around the age of 16 something happened in my father’s life that caused him to withdrawl from his Islamic friends and his muslim faith. At that point I was becoming my own man and seeking my own acceptance in the world, believing there existed a god that loved everyone that was good. At the age of 25 a co-worker (Mike Bledsoe, I will give his name because he deserves that respect) felt the Holy Spirit convicting him to share Christ with me. He didn’t give up easily, and after 1 month of witnessing to myself and prayer I gave my life to Christ. From that point on my life has been nothing but Glorifing the Risen Father in Heaven. So you see what I mean about my name really fitting me now, even though I’m legally Josh Mensinger, Josh Ahmed contradicting as it may seem (a chrisitan and muslim name) really fits me now more than ever. Although I guess in a funny way I could testify that since I”m now a Christian I sure am a “man who sings”. As I have grown in my new found faith, my father has returned to his Islamic beliefs. My prayer to Christ, is that He would use my life to not only reach the world, but to one day reach my earthly father, Mahmoud Mohammed Ahmed.
Josh Mensinger

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