Destined

Destined
410 A.D.

Marcus stepped out into the hot August air. The white cobble stones of the street glared beneath the sun’s attention. He greeted Julia as she passed in a cluster of maidens headed towards the Colosseum. “Join us, Marcus,” she called over her shoulder, but he set off in the opposite direction, faintly aware of the disappointed groans which ensued. As he stalked down the Roman Street, he took note of the splendor. Too his right posed a prominent statue of Neptune, the god of the sea. Marcus glanced up at the god’s stern face only slightly discomforted by its presence. Although he had been brought up in a Christian home, Rome’s gods had always been a part of the life he knew. As much as his parents forbade him to worship them, their influence was as potent as the God his family worshipped. He acknowledged the men lounging outside the tall walls of a public bath. Two were caught up in a debate, but he paid them no heed, as it was the custom in Rome. Ahead, the market buzzed with life. He ignored the pestering shop owners, but paused to sample the grapes offered at one booth. Everywhere he turned the city equivocally boasted its culture. A beautiful blond stood draped in the finest toga. She was deep in conversation with a wealthy partisan; both seemed oblivious to the beggar at their feet. Marcus shuddered at the filthy boy and picked up his pace as he passed the three. He went on through marble archways, until the cobbles changed to pavement and the buildings were abandoned for nature’s scenery. Two young boys toyed with wooden swords in the open field on his right. He laughed as the victor posed like a gladiator and took in the cheers of imaginary fans. Ahead he could hear the growing applause of real spectators as they encouraged the runners of their choice. The Colosseum had never held much enticement for Marcus, but the races were a different story. As a young boy, the races had been off limits to him. “You must show the other boys and girls that you are different because of your faith. You must choose Christ over culture, Marcus.” Oh, how he had longed to attend the games, until at last his parent’s say held no power over him. Now, every week Marcus would come and join in the frenzy of the crowd as they observed the athletic skill in the rink. He remembered with bitterness all of the things which he had been deprived of as a child, all for the “cause” of Christ. The enthusiasm of the crowd drowned out his ruminating. Marcus arrived upon the scene just in time to see a short muscular athlete pass up the competitors at break neck speed and win by a good length. The crowd went wild, and he screamed with the loudest of them.
At age eighteen, Marcus was just beginning to feel like his own man. No longer did the worries of his daily lessons bother him. Nor even his parent’s faith. He was free to make his own choices, and the promise of Rome spread through his veins like a wildfire. No previous city could boast of like privilege, nor would time create its equal. Rome was the future, and he wanted to be right there in the middle of it as it grew in power and prestige. His parents did not agree with him. They believed that one’s life should be centered on the God of Abraham. Marcus had been taught the same thing since his childhood. He had memorized the Ten Commandments, multiple scripture verses; he even worshiped every Sabbath and at one time thought he believed in God. Now as he stood staring at the throng about him, all were there for the same purpose, to satisfy their passions in the thrill of the race. He knew that when they departed, the mass would once again become individuals; each would lead his own life, and each had his own god to worship. Why must his be the God of his parents? This is why he loved Rome, it was the essence of every man’s dream. It was freedom. In this thriving city, Marcus knew that he could become wealthy, he could enjoy entertainment with the rest and he could even worship the gods that he desired and not feel ashamed that he had abandoned the faith of his fathers. Christianity was no longer being persecuted like it had been throughout all of history. It was now equal to the rest. He was thankful for that. It would have been much more difficult to deny his family had they been mistreated for their faith and he walked free. Now that all religions were just as tolerable, he could take his pick without a guilty conscience. Still, the thought tormented him that Christianity would soon lose its popularity, and when that happened he wouldn’t be one fed to the lions. It was safer to just worship with the majority. What difference did it make in the end anyway, whether he was to worship Jupiter, Jesus, or Neptune? He shook the disturbing thoughts from his head and focused on a particularly tall racer; he lost.
The races came to a close and his usual comrades fell in on either side as they exited the stadium. “Where to now, old friend?” asked Manius, throwing his arm around Marcus’ shoulders. “Why do I always choose? I’m placing it in your hands, worthy Manius.” He smiled at his friend. Marcus was taller than most men, reaching six feet three inches in height, but still he looked up into the face of Manius whose own length added two inches more. As they approached the center of Rome, the sun was fading and the taverns were coming alive with jovial music and shouts from within. Marcus moved to bypass the entrance of one but the arm across his neck prevented him from doing so. He looked up into his friend’s grinning face. “Well, you told me to choose. Or are you still holding on to your parent’s “self-righteous morals”?” If Manius had only known what had been raging within his thoughts all day. Marcus looked at the doors and then down the street toward home. It was time for him to choose. He let himself get led into the riotous bar, unaware that tacit consent is still consent. The rest of the group followed close behind him hindering a retreat. As they entered they were enveloped in the dense atmosphere. Marcus forced his aversion down and embraced the culture around him. As the group reached the bar, frantic voices from the outside overpowered the noises within. In a few moments, the music and reveling stilled in contrast to cries beyond the tavern walls. Men filed out the doors to satisfy their curiosity. Marcus couldn’t take it any longer. He jumped up and stalked towards the swinging exit, his friends called for him to return. “What are you doing, fool? You don’t know what’s going on out there!” He stopped at the door and looked back at Manius. “I should never have come here, I have to see if my family is safe.” Just as he turned to leave, a body came flying through the doors. He screeched and jumped back but it took him down with it. Marcus rolled the lifeless girl off of him. The wound to her stomach poured forth a river of blood. He screamed for his friends help, but as he looked up he was met with terror stricken, pale faces. Marcus scrambled to his feet and tried to still his trembling body. “We have to get out. I have to g-go home.” He slapped at the red which had soaked into his shirt. Feeling all alone he stared at the swinging doors. Marcus knew that if they waited, whoever was out there would soon steal their lives just as they had this innocent little girl. “Get out!” he called to the stoics at his back.
Outside, night had gained its hour. Lighted torches warned of the approaching enemy. The air was thick with panic as a chaotic mob rushed passed in every direction. What were they fleeing? Who was attacking? Where was Rome when she was needed? Marcus raced into the darkness down the familiar path which would lead him home, if his home was still there. Ahead, a line of soldiers impeded his way; he slipped undiscovered into the bushes lining a courtyard. It was a friend’s h
ouse and he could cut across to his own property. Hidden by the shadows, he tried to calm his heavy breathing as he crept closer to the torches. He froze as the scene before him came into focus. Alaric sat high upon a dark steed and ordered his men to ravage the city. Ranks of the military marched heavily passed his hidden form. They were sweeping through the houses killing all within. The glow of the flames disappeared down the main street. Like a disease they spread across Rome stirring fear and silencing the screams which they inspired. Those who fought were cut down and those who ran were pursued to a worse end.
Marcus stepped through his open door frame and found his parent’s cold, lifeless bodies. They lay as if asleep. His father’s face was calm and in his hands the family’s worn Bible rested. Marcus bent over in agony as the tears poured forth. But the weeping that reached his ears was not his own. He started and looked around the room for the source, until his eyes rested on the small form huddled in a corner. Marcus made his way cautiously over to it. He found that it was a young boy. Reaching out he tried to whisper comforting words but none came to mind. All that he could do was pull him into his arms and cry. They both jumped when the voices outside the open door grew closer. Marcus searched the room for a weapon of any kind. He remembered the dagger beneath his bed and ran to retrieve it. When he returned, the boy’s eyes were as large as saucers; he sat frozen and stared at the doorway. Marcus followed his gaze to the shadow which filled the opening. He lunged for the boy as the soldier advanced. Raising his arm in defense he screamed “No!” The name of Jesus came to mind but never reached his lips. He covered the child with his own body and then all went black.
2008
Mark stepped out of his apartment into the busy streets of New York City. He took a left and headed towards the subway. In the crowded station it smelt of body odor and oil. He noticed his friend Julie as she exited through the sliding doors with three other girls. They all looked as though they had just stepped out of a fashion magazine. “Oh Mark, how fortunate that we ran into you,” she said as they approached. “Good evening ladies,” he gave a mock bow. They giggled. “It just so happens that we are headed to the movies. Will you join?” She pleaded with her eyes. “I’m sorry to disappoint you but I have a prior engagement. Maybe next time,” He moved with the crowd and entered the car before it escaped. As he sat on a blue plastic covered seat, he watched the outside walls fly by in a blur of gray. America with her growing technological advances, he wondered if there was anything that his nation wasn’t capable of with enough time and money. Mark doubted it. The car stopped at Broadway and he got off. He made his way out of the station, shouldering the plebeians until at last he met with the fading sunlight. His friends awaited him on the corner. “Here he comes!” shouted one. Mark led the way and his comrades fell in behind him. Three blocks down, the group reached their destination and stepped into the dark atmosphere of the Moulin Rouge. As they entered, the sun’s last rays disappeared behind them.

Destined

Destined

410 A.D.

Marcus stepped out into the hot August air. The white cobble stones of the street glared beneath the sun’s attention. He greeted Julia as she passed in a cluster of maidens headed towards the Colosseum. “Join us, Marcus,” she called over her shoulder, but he set off in the opposite direction, faintly aware of the disappointed groans which ensued. As he stalked down the Roman Street, he took note of the splendor. Too his right posed a prominent statue of Neptune, the god of the sea. Marcus glanced up at the god’s stern face only slightly discomforted by its presence. Although he had been brought up in a Christian home, Rome’s gods had always been a part of the life he knew. As much as his parents forbade him to worship them, their influence was as potent as the God his family worshipped. He acknowledged the men lounging outside the tall walls of a public bath. Two were caught up in a debate, but he paid them no heed, as it was the custom in Rome. Ahead, the market buzzed with life. He ignored the pestering shop owners, but paused to sample the grapes offered at one booth. Everywhere he turned the city equivocally boasted its culture. A beautiful blond stood draped in the finest toga. She was deep in conversation with a wealthy partisan; both seemed oblivious to the beggar at their feet. Marcus shuddered at the filthy boy and picked up his pace as he passed the three. He went on through marble archways, until the cobbles changed to pavement and the buildings were abandoned for nature’s scenery. Two young boys toyed with wooden swords in the open field on his right. He laughed as the victor posed like a gladiator and took in the cheers of imaginary fans. Ahead he could hear the growing applause of real spectators as they encouraged the runners of their choice. The Colosseum had never held much enticement for Marcus, but the races were a different story. As a young boy, the races had been off limits to him. “You must show the other boys and girls that you are different because of your faith. You must choose Christ over culture, Marcus.” Oh, how he had longed to attend the games, until at last his parent’s say held no power over him. Now, every week Marcus would come and join in the frenzy of the crowd as they observed the athletic skill in the rink. He remembered with bitterness all of the things which he had been deprived of as a child, all for the “cause” of Christ. The enthusiasm of the crowd drowned out his ruminating. Marcus arrived upon the scene just in time to see a short muscular athlete pass up the competitors at break neck speed and win by a good length. The crowd went wild, and he screamed with the loudest of them.
At age eighteen, Marcus was just beginning to feel like his own man. No longer did the worries of his daily lessons bother him. Nor even his parent’s faith. He was free to make his own choices, and the promise of Rome spread through his veins like a wildfire. No previous city could boast of like privilege, nor would time create its equal. Rome was the future, and he wanted to be right there in the middle of it as it grew in power and prestige. His parents did not agree with him. They believed that one’s life should be centered on the God of Abraham. Marcus had been taught the same thing since his childhood. He had memorized the Ten Commandments, multiple scripture verses; he even worshiped every Sabbath and at one time thought he believed in God. Now as he stood staring at the throng about him, all were there for the same purpose, to satisfy their passions in the thrill of the race. He knew that when they departed, the mass would once again become individuals; each would lead his own life, and each had his own god to worship. Why must his be the God of his parents? This is why he loved Rome, it was the essence of every man’s dream. It was freedom. In this thriving city, Marcus knew that he could become wealthy, he could enjoy entertainment with the rest and he could even worship the gods that he desired and not feel ashamed that he had abandoned the faith of his fathers. Christianity was no longer being persecuted like it had been throughout all of history. It was now equal to the rest. He was thankful for that. It would have been much more difficult to deny his family had they been mistreated for their faith and he walked free. Now that all religions were just as tolerable, he could take his pick without a guilty conscience. Still, the thought tormented him that Christianity would soon lose its popularity, and when that happened he wouldn’t be one fed to the lions. It was safer to just worship with the majority. What difference did it make in the end anyway, whether he was to worship Jupiter, Jesus, or Neptune? He shook the disturbing thoughts from his head and focused on a particularly tall racer; he lost.
The races came to a close and his usual comrades fell in on either side as they exited the stadium. “Where to now, old friend?” asked Manius, throwing his arm around Marcus’ shoulders. “Why do I always choose? I’m placing it in your hands, worthy Manius.” He smiled at his friend. Marcus was taller than most men, reaching six feet three inches in height, but still he looked up into the face of Manius whose own length added two inches more. As they approached the center of Rome, the sun was fading and the taverns were coming alive with jovial music and shouts from within. Marcus moved to bypass the entrance of one but the arm across his neck prevented him from doing so. He looked up into his friend’s grinning face. “Well, you told me to choose. Or are you still holding on to your parent’s “self-righteous morals”?” If Manius had only known what had been raging within his thoughts all day. Marcus looked at the doors and then down the street toward home. It was time for him to choose. He let himself get led into the riotous bar, unaware that tacit consent is still consent. The rest of the group followed close behind him hindering a retreat. As they entered they were enveloped in the dense atmosphere. Marcus forced his aversion down and embraced the culture around him. As the group reached the bar, frantic voices from the outside overpowered the noises within. In a few moments, the music and reveling stilled in contrast to cries beyond the tavern walls. Men filed out the doors to satisfy their curiosity. Marcus couldn’t take it any longer. He jumped up and stalked towards the swinging exit, his friends called for him to return. “What are you doing, fool? You don’t know what’s going on out there!” He stopped at the door and looked back at Manius. “I should never have come here, I have to see if my family is safe.” Just as he turned to leave, a body came flying through the doors. He screeched and jumped back but it took him down with it. Marcus rolled the lifeless girl off of him. The wound to her stomach poured forth a river of blood. He screamed for his friends help, but as he looked up he was met with terror stricken, pale faces. Marcus scrambled to his feet and tried to still his trembling body. “We have to get out. I have to g-go home.” He slapped at the red which had soaked into his shirt. Feeling all alone he stared at the swinging doors. Marcus knew that if they waited, whoever was out there would soon steal their lives just as they had this innocent little girl. “Get out!” he called to the stoics at his back.
Outside, night had gained its hour. Lighted torches warned of the approaching enemy. The air was thick with panic as a chaotic mob rushed passed in every direction. What were they fleeing? Who was attacking? Where was Rome when she was needed? Marcus raced into the darkness down the familiar path which would lead him home, if his home was still there. Ahead, a line of soldiers impeded his way; he slipped undiscovered into the bushes lining a courtyard. It was a friend’s house and he cou
ld cut across to his own property. Hidden by the shadows, he tried to calm his heavy breathing as he crept closer to the torches. He froze as the scene before him came into focus. Alaric sat high upon a dark steed and ordered his men to ravage the city. Ranks of the military marched heavily passed his hidden form. They were sweeping through the houses killing all within. The glow of the flames disappeared down the main street. Like a disease they spread across Rome stirring fear and silencing the screams which they inspired. Those who fought were cut down and those who ran were pursued to a worse end.
Marcus stepped through his open door frame and found his parent’s cold, lifeless bodies. They lay as if asleep. His father’s face was calm and in his hands the family’s worn Bible rested. Marcus bent over in agony as the tears poured forth. But the weeping that reached his ears was not his own. He started and looked around the room for the source, until his eyes rested on the small form huddled in a corner. Marcus made his way cautiously over to it. He found that it was a young boy. Reaching out he tried to whisper comforting words but none came to mind. All that he could do was pull him into his arms and cry. They both jumped when the voices outside the open door grew closer. Marcus searched the room for a weapon of any kind. He remembered the dagger beneath his bed and ran to retrieve it. When he returned, the boy’s eyes were as large as saucers; he sat frozen and stared at the doorway. Marcus followed his gaze to the shadow which filled the opening. He lunged for the boy as the soldier advanced. Raising his arm in defense he screamed “No!” The name of Jesus came to mind but never reached his lips. He covered the child with his own body and then all went black.
2008
Mark stepped out of his apartment into the busy streets of New York City. He took a left and headed towards the subway. In the crowded station it smelt of body odor and oil. He noticed his friend Julie as she exited through the sliding doors with three other girls. They all looked as though they had just stepped out of a fashion magazine. “Oh Mark, how fortunate that we ran into you,” she said as they approached. “Good evening ladies,” he gave a mock bow. They giggled. “It just so happens that we are headed to the movies. Will you join?” She pleaded with her eyes. “I’m sorry to disappoint you but I have a prior engagement. Maybe next time,” He moved with the crowd and entered the car before it escaped. As he sat on a blue plastic covered seat, he watched the outside walls fly by in a blur of gray. America with her growing technological advances, he wondered if there was anything that his nation wasn’t capable of with enough time and money. Mark doubted it. The car stopped at Broadway and he got off. He made his way out of the station, shouldering the plebeians until at last he met with the fading sunlight. His friends awaited him on the corner. “Here he comes!” shouted one. Mark led the way and his comrades fell in behind him. Three blocks down, the group reached their destination and stepped into the dark atmosphere of the Moulin Rouge. As they entered, the sun’s last rays disappeared behind them.

Resource…

www.wallbuilders.com

This is the site of a company that works to save the authenticity of history. They have a lot of accurate historical information. It a Christian organization which can be very helpful if you need a historic resource. So I hope it helps someone out! :)

Quotes…

“All that is necessary for evil to triumph is that good men do nothing”
~Edmund Burke

“Those that forget history are destined to repeat it”
~George Santayana

I believe that these statements are very true and relevant to our culture today. When we as Christians take a look at all of the evil that is manifest in the world, we wonder, when did America sink so deep into sin? When was a child’s life forfeited for a mother’s “right to choose”? When did drugs, pornography, theft, divorce etc. become so rampant in our culture? Sin has been around since the Garden of Eden (literally), but the nation of America, a country founded on Christian principles, began its decline when “good men” (and women) stopped fighting for truth. Christians are the light in the world, if we hide because of fear or lethargy, then what is to keep the world from being encompassed in darkness. It is this darkness, this evil, which we are seeing the effects of more and more as America has become immoral and hedonistic. Another attributing factor is the fact that we have forgotten our roots. Distracted by media and money, America has lost interest in the “olden times”. “That is past and we are the future”, is the prideful attitude. Because of our neglect history is being rewritten. How will future generations know that they are being fed lies about our ancestors if there is no truth to which they can compare it? I feel that these quotes act as very real caveats to the Christians as we face the amnesia of our culture, and the evils of our world.

IN HIS ABSENCE: A Book Report On Christian Jihad

Christian Jihad acts as a splash of cold water in the face of a historically illiterate society. The book recalls to life over a thousand year period which has almost been forgotten in the pages of time. The word crusade is recognized as a familiar term but its horrors and caprice have been diluted along with the general facts and truth of what took place. In Christian Jihad, Ergun and Emir Caner gave a detailed account of the atrocities in which both the Christian and Muslim worlds took part; all having believed themselves to have been fighting a holy war. The evaluation of these occurrences testifies to the evil mankind is capable of when he strays from the Word and rests instead on his own understanding.
The first issue the Caner brothers addressed is the pacifistic stand taken by the Early Church. The Churches were against participating in violence for the reason that they themselves for many years had been the recipients of such pain and bloodshed.
With the shifting of times, there also came a shifting of motive. Beginning with the first persecution under Nero in the year 67 AD, most Christians vehemently opposed conflict; though this stance was taken by the majority, there persisted a small vein of believers who were not against Christian involvement in the military. As time progressed into the third and fourth centuries, changes took place in which some Christians were allowed to serve under strict conditions. It is stated by the authors that [1]“the ascension of Constantine in 324 marks the point of transition in the teaching of the church regarding warfare.” The book addresses the tumult of conflicts and decisions the Christians were facing which accompanied this new found freedom. After enduring centuries of persecution, hatred and scorn, the Church was now able to participate in every realm of society. Once Constantine established Christianity as the official Roman religion, the next six hundred years [2]“served as a bridge in between the Church persecuted (30-324) and the Church powerful and political (1095-1300).” Christian Jihad covers this tragic history.
In response to the circumstances of the Christian Church, Augustine of Hippo attempted to formulate a just war criteria. Thereby he gave believers a guide by which to measure and justify their involvement in military. The Caners wrote that [3]“If Pope Urban had not abandoned the Just War thesis, perhaps the Crusades would not be as dark a spot on the map of Christian history.” Unfortunately, the Caners go on to paint a different picture as this dark history is revealed.
The first major war between the Christian forces and Islam was the battle of Tours in 732. Charlemagne came on the scene in 768 and was responsible for the marriage of Church and State. The consequences of such an arrangement were quickly unveiled as soon as the views of Emperor and Pope clashed. One would have to bow to the other. In 1084, Guibert of Ravenna was named Pope and consequently subjugated himself to the king.
The Church and State took on opposite roles in 1088, when Pope Urban II came to the throne. From the beginning of his reign, his independence of providence made crooked the dark paths he chose to follow. The Caner brothers explained [4]“Urban’s method of rescuing the church at Rome was simple. He proclaimed a larger cause that would stir the hearts of all – the recapture of the Holy Land of Jerusalem.” This motive started a fire in the hearts of the Christian military which soon spread into a conflagration of twisted theology and self-serving revenge.
In Christian Jihad, the Caners evaluated the tragic battles which ensued after the spring of vengeance erupted into a blood bath of martyrs both Christian and Islamic. After a detailed account of the crusades, Ergun and Emer Caner wrote of the long-lasting effects that the period had on later generations and how today society is still tainted by its influence.
Christian Jihad acts as a beacon warning this present generation of the eminent consequences which prevail when a society kills God. The Caners offer an imperishable gift by allowing people the opportunity to relive history before it is lost forever. Humans have long been slipping into amnesia which threatens man to repeat his past mistakes. The historical account of the Crusades is much closer to America than people would believe. It all began with a shift in purpose. The Post-Modern worldview has long taken its eyes off of Jesus. All that has followed is an echo of historical patterns. For when a nation forgets God, it is doomed to suffer unfathomable consequences in His absence.

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